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BOY, DON'T CRY Mar 14, 2008 5:53 am
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yesterday, I watched an old movie” boy, don't cry". It tells us a story about female homosexuality. But I think the feelings of happiness, sadness, discrimination, inconsistent; death and new life are the same to gays.
We will be happy with our lover every minute. We watch TV together, we walk together, we have a bath together, we go to shopping together, even we do nothing, just look at each other, all detailing are full of happiness.
However, sometimes we are angry with each other because of the different culture, the personal custom of life. It does not matter. That is a seasoning of life.
We will face with the discrimination of society, even our best friends. But we think we can come over all difficult if we love each other truly and deeply.
The inconsistent mind is inside our heart all the time. We need the security of economics but can not ask for. We want to tell our family we don't like girls but have not courage. We hope the society can accept us but can not change it. We want to say I love you forever but maybe that is not real. How to do? Please take care of my heart.
We always do some stupid thing to our lover. We can not understand how important you are for us until you die or being missing. It is too late to break heart or drop tears. We need to value each other now. We can not wait any more!
Even we have so much difficult, but we need to look forward to getting a new life. We must trust we have a wonderful life in the future. That is the most beautiful thing to become old together! We will resist and help each other, moving slowly to the beach, we lean together to watch the sunset!
Loving you is easy cos`you`re beautiful

Loving you is all I wanna do

Loving you is more than just a dream comes true

And everything that I do is out of loving you

No one else can make me feel
The colours that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old
And we will live each day in springtime
Loving you has made my life so beautiful
Everyday of my life is filled with loving you
Loving you I see your soul
Come shining through
And every time that we, Ooh
I’m so in love
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who can teach him a way? Mar 1, 2008 11:03 pm
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hello, everyone, one of my friend have a problem in life, hope someone can give him some advice.

he had a poor childhood. he was the only son in his familly. he spend childhood with his grandma. when he was 12 years old, his mother and two aunts started to adopt him . his father has never adopted him before, his father just knew gamble, he lend much money to bet. his mother is a cleaner . she can not bear him by herself. so she married with a man. the man has a son and a daughter. but they don't like him. he told to me ,sometimes, he hated his father, but when he saw his father became old , the feeling was gone. he don't know how is his feeling about his father. maybe time can tell him. his grandma and aunts take care of him well, they want him to marry with a girl, and then have a baby. that is all chinese famillies' dream. but he don't like that.he know he is a gay, he can not accept girls. but maybe he can not choose. so he always want to move to other country. it is far away from his home. maybe he can run away the real life.

maybe that is all chinese gays's problem. they want to have more freedom, however , they can not escape the real life, they follow the familly's advise, we call it as duty to our familly. i know we are too close to our familly. but we can not choose. how to do that? can i escape the chinese life to pursiut more wonderful life?
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